Spazzing about manga…

I told myself that I was over my huge animanga otaku-ness, but I’ve been reading more manga & watching more anime that I feel like I’m going to let go off myself and drown myself in the geeky nightmare of Weeaboos.

I started reading Kitchen Princess today:

It’s one of my favorite cover pages… Here’s a short intro (courtesy of MangaFox):

The story follows Najika Kazami, an orphan and an excellent chef from Hokkaidō, and her arrival at Seika Academy, an escalator school. Not only does she plan to become a great chef like her deceased parents, but she also sets out to find her “Flan Prince”, a boy that saved her from falling into a river and gave her a cup of flan with a silver spoon with the school’s emblem on it. She promised him she would make the most delicious dessert in the world. However, as soon as she is placed into Class A, the special class, she has to deal with the constant insults of Akane Kishida and her group. Things become better, however, when she befriends Sora and Daichi Kitazawa, the school’s most popular brothers, and possible candidates for the status of her “Flan Prince”.

Here’s a really nice picture of Sora, Najika, and Daichi:

Obviously I like Najika & Daichi better… Even though I haven’t finished the manga yet, I couldn’t help myself, so I went on the Holy Wikipedia and read the summary… And yes, I’m glad to say the pairing is indeed Naji-Dai, but there are so many obstacles in the way that the chibi expression of =______________=;; kept popping in my head.

But thanks to Google, I found many NajiDai kissing scenes so I’m very pleased, even though we have the half-antagonist Akane (who likes Daichi) and Sora-senpai (who Najika likes at first). And of course, we can’t forget, Daichi is dense in love, so he doesn’t realize that he likes Najika until God-Knows-When =________=;;

In addition to reading Kitchen Princess, I’m also reading Parfait Tic.

From left to right, it’s Daiya, Fuuko, and Ichi.

And I’m too lazy to copy and paste some summary from OneManga or something, so you can do that yourself, while I rant on pairings again.

I am a supporter of Fuuko-Ichi, but like I did with Kitchen Princess, I went to Wikipedia to read up.

…

The thing is, the scenario really confused me now, and it said something about Fuuko-Daiya whatsoever. I mean, I’m not as obsessed with this manga, so I’m pretty okay with this pairing…

And I noticed that there are lots of manga when there’s a girl who has to choose between guys who are “BFFs” with different personalities. And in most of them, the cool (or less bishounen-personality-type) dude always wins. For example…

Gakuen Alice

Left to right, Natsume, Hotaru, Ruka, and Mikan.

Yeah, it’s obviously the awesomely hot Natsume-sama gets Mikan. No matter how cute Ruka-pyon might be, it’s NatsuMikan FTW. And I like this couple a lot, so I go crazy when I go to FanFiction.net to find an occasional MikanRuka story… -shot- Look, they even included a groping-scene:

Kirarin Revolution

It’s Seiji, Kirari, and Hiroto.

Of course, it’s KiraHiro FTW~ I also love this couple A LOT but I think it’s cause the trio reminds me so much of the NatsuMikanRuka trio from GA. I mean, look at the hair color! And here’s a wallpaper that made me go, “>D HELL YEAH KIRAHIRO!”

Kitchen Princess

Admit it. They look really good together.

Shinshi Doumei Cross

Okay, the two guys are twin brothers, but they have different personalities. THAT COUNTS!

Left to Right, Ushio, Haine, Takanari, Maguri, Maora.

And here’s the pic of the twins & Haine:

Okay, in this picture, Shizumasa and Takanari look so alike I can’t tell them apart… But in the manga, Shizumasa has slightly lighter hair so you can distinguish them… AND OF COURSE, TAKANARI-SAMA HAS A HOTTER PERSONALITY.

Yup, they ended up together :]<3

Moe Kare

The girl’s name is Hikaru. The golden-eyed good boy is Takara, with the blue-eyed hottie being Arata.

Result is definitely HIKARATA~!

I’m tired now… *yawn*

Ooh, this has nothing to do with all the shoujo-mangas I’ve been reading, but I just adore this couple to death:

Riza Hawkeye and Roy Mustang from Fullmetal Alchemist~!

Black Rabbit~ :3

YO~! > >;; My goodness, I’ve gotten tacky.

Oh dear, I seriously didn’t update in a longg time T____________T;; But first comes news and then updates~!

Anyway, I’m visiting my cousin (let’s call her Nana) in Michigan, so being hyper 13-year olds, we stay up late and of course, we spend our time making custom J-Pop KTVs and reading manga… The one we were reading tonight was  Koko ni Iru yo [I'm Here!] , a really funny & cute story… It’s about…

…a reclusive 8th grader named Hikage, whom no one seems to notice. She finds comfort in her blog, and the the people who comment on it. Everything changes one day when two cute boys notice her. These boys are the most popular kids in the entire school. When one of them tells her something that she’s always wanted to hear, she might not be as invisible as she thought…

And I totally got hooked onto it cause I’m going to be entering 8th grade this September, and I also love blogging, although I’m not that unnoticable to the point where I get run over by motor-cyclists that don’t see me:

Here’s a picture of the main characters:

Black-haired dude is Hinata (Don’t ask me why he has the same name as that girl from Naruto), the girl’s name is Hikage, and the last guy is Teru~ I like Teru so much more better than Hinata-kun, but it seems that Hikage will end up with Hinata no matter how SO MUCH CUTER TERU IS WITH HIKAGE~!

Then Nana noticed this picture:

I was cracking up sooo hard… WTF is Shugo Chara’s Ran doing in this manga?

But I’m not going to make the same mistake I made 3 years ago and start stressing myself out over pixelated couples, so I shall now breathe IN & OUT. IN & OUT.

★ Summer Vacation:

~ I’m not at New Jersey right now… I’m currently in Michigan visiting Nana-chan, who is the same age as me =3 And our birthdays are 3 days apart, so we’re both Pisces and we get along very well.

~The thing is, I’m in Michigan for a whole month. Like 30 days. Without my parents. And computer.

~In Michigan, I’m working on maturing (personality-wise) so I’m helping out at my aunt’s buffet place… I’m supposed to just greet the customers and just act less shy and stuff…. >////<;; Tiring though =3;;

★ Friends:

~Hotaru is mad at me. Why? I get to visit Nana, and she doesn’t. And so she decides to ruin my vacation by going all, “It’s not fair!” NEWSFLASH: Life is not fair. And plus, what does she want me to do?? It’s not like I can just pack her in a suitcase and go. You know?

~I’m kinda afraid to meet Nana’s friends… I mean, yeah, they should be nice, but you just get nervous, you know…?

★ Internet:

~Reading lots of manga.

~Watching anime.

★ Entertainment:

~DDR~! And my reflexes are getting faster, so I can now play the songs on Basic instead of Beginner… *proud* DON’T LAUGH XD;; I know I suck <3

~Karaoke<3 Nana and I created our own Karaoke CD with our favorite Japanese songs (:

★ Random:

~Rika Chihara and I are going to meet up after I get back to NJ~<3 I can’t wait to meet her… Both our parents agreed, now we just have to settle on a day… Hm…

~Yumi’s visiting NJ… NEXT YEAR. =_______________=;; *waiting*

Ahh, I’m sooo tired now cause it’s almost 4 AM, so I’ll buzz off for now… Bai bloggy & those who bother to read this XD -shot-

Hey! Say! Contest…? なに？！

Hello~! Okay, so being the very slow person I am, I have finally noticed this:

How slow is that? I mean, a lot of my friends had been talking about it, yet I just finally notice it now.

I’m really at the lowest point of fandubbing life now =_______________=;;

I want to audition but I know I will never even get close to being good, so I’m not sure… o o;;

Hot Anime Guys :]

Hello, everyone~ I know I haven’t blogged in a long time, but that’s mostly because I had my obsessive journal :]~

And I’m been really lagging on reading Yumi’s blog too, so I’m really sorry, Yumi-chan~ If you’re reading this, that is XD

I uploaded a new fandub:

It has all my heartfelt feelings in there. BTW, I started watching FullMetal Alchemist…

Okay, this isn’t exactly the greatest picture of him, but he’s really hot. Even with his left leg and right arm replaced with auto-mail, he wins the Hottest Anime Guy award after…

1. Lelouch Lamerouge

2. Natsume Hyuuga

And the thing is, Romi Park is the seiyuu for both Natsume Hyuuga and Edward Elric~ Ahh~~~<3 Ahh 8D<3

Edward Elric really is hot :]<3~ But my crush is also really, er,  not-cold 8D~ I was watching him play whiffle-ball at school the other day, and he was soooooo cool :]<3

And school’s out, so I won’t get to see him everyday ;(… But we’ll still hang out, right??

i love you yumi & celia & rika & anyone else who reads my blog <3

あにゃ～ XD

Aiyaiyai~ I didn’t post for a long time…

Well, it’s not like I forgot about my blog, but during the times I hought of posting, I was pretty much in my emo mood and I wasn’t going to drag moods down by blogging about my life.

Seriously, I would have totally rambled on and on about emotional stuff, probably because I am completely reliant on my blog and journal. And it’s pretty pathetic too, knowing that I am one of those people in the world who keep up different faces, thus the reason why I can’t tell anyone anything, because they all know different sides of my stories… = =;;

And it suffocates, which pushes me to the point to go and read teenage romance stories, which make me so freaking jealous that I don’t feel so excited and blush-y when I’m near my crush cause nothing ever goes right for me.

Argh… I am in dire need of chocolate. I need it to sustain my energy~! >XD

Okay, let’s just go all Blood-Type-O-Narcisstic-Mode.

I’ve been really trying to cut down on what I eat because I obviously don’t exercise enough to balance it out~ It wasn’t pretty bad, because my hunger stopped around lunchtime after a while XD

But another thing was, my parents also decided to help me cut down on what I eat, cause there is practically nothing at home to eat except complex foods like frozen fish, ground beef, and those Honey-What-Do-You-Want-For-Dinner foods.

I go to bed at around 11:30 every night, which I admit isn’t very proper for a 13-year old. However, I read until 12:30. And then the next morning, I wake up at 7:20 to get ready. By 7:50, I am walking to school with my friend.

I realize that I’m not anywhere near healthy, but I have taken up the task of eating lunch again~ And I try to get more sleep~

But there are times when I don’t want to go to school. Everybody’s summer vacation started already, but mine is still in progress ;( … Not because of any academic stuff, but because of my horrible luck in my social life.

Not that I’m a complete loner or something.

It’s just…

… a sense of…

…fustration, I guess.

Hotaru is one of my bestest friends, as you might know, and she is one of the most sought-after girls in school. Not that that bothers me.

It’s just the fact how everyone likes her better. And sometimes, it causes me to feel that everyone I cherish get stolen away. Cause practically all my friends, and I am not exaggerating when I say ALL, like Hotaru better.

She’s quite flirty, but what she does is not considered “flirting” by her standards.

And my crush considers her a better friend, too.

My brother always tries to invade my privacy, and I can’t stand that. It freaking hurts how alone I can be sometimes. Sure there are people I can talk to because they don’t know my friends and all that, but it just wears off.

I wasn’t planning on emo-izing my blog entry, but it happened anyway.

Everything is coming way too fast and too hard. I just need some time, some sleep, some Starbuck’s. That’s all I will even ask for.

Uh-oh…

I’m really scared now.

I do not want to become dead again, like my old blog entries.

But I seriously need to escape from this little town I’m trapped in.

I had a decision whether or not I would travel to San Diego.

I wasn’t sure in the beginning, but now, it’s all becoming clearer.

I’ll go to San Diego.

Because I need to think. And get away from all this teenage drama.

And this time, no one is there for me. I don’t even have the will to record this in my precious journal.

Oh god, what in the world have I done?

Oh no-no-no-no~!

Oh god… Guess what, everybody?

I think I’m gonna be back in my EMO mood, now… And it kinda sucks, cause I want people to read my blog, but WHO THE HELL WANTS TO READ ABOUT THE FUSTRATION OF A HELPLESS 13-YEAR OLD?!

There are so many things I want to spill out, but I can’t find a way to pour out whatever that’s creating that gigantic blob in my throat…

Okay, I’m just going to type and type and type now. I’m not sure how far I’m going to get, but I seriously need to get stuff out… Ugh… *chokes*

I love writing in my journal. And I might be a geek, but I just HAVE to write.

Because for once, when I write, I don’t have to LIE. At all. And even if my personality is embarrassing, or actions shameful, I put half my soul into writing.

And recently, the topics of my fustration is Akito.

Oh yes, in case you forgot, Akito is that guy that I thought I had a crush on.

… Um, yeah… I kinda do…

And it really sucks ._______.

I don’t even like calling him Akito, it just sounds weird… But I guess I’m going to have to keep this code-name if I want to protect not only HIS identity, but MINE.

One day, he was walking when I realized his backpack was open.

THERE WERE 2 OPTIONS!

A). Go up to him and close his backpack, and say, “Wait, don’t move… Okay, your backpack is closed now.”

B). Just say, “Yo, your backpack’s open.”

My poor mind could only conjure up Option B at the time.

And yeah.

Which I really regret.

Cause closing the backpack FOR him would have been a nicer thing to do. I mean, he did that for me before. He wasn’t like, “Oh, your backpack’s open.”

… Okay, he was, but at least he closed it for me. The backpack, I mean. Even if he did steal one of my notebooks to see what the homework was.

But it’s all part of his charm~~

OKAY I’M GOING CRAZY NOW!!!

Anyways, I was in a moody mood after that. And I was listening to sad music on my iPod. And I was saying, “Oh God! I seriously regret what I never did!”

TT.TT

It annoys annoys annoys me.

And I’m just plainly obsessed. I should not be boring you guys with the details of how an abnormal 13-year old girl thinks and feels.

BUT MY HAND WOULD FALL OFF LITERALLY IF I DECIDED TO RECORD THIS IN MY JOURNAL.

And then, as I was walking home today (which I rarely do, but some circumstances appeared), I saw him.

But he was running (and he’s mad fast) with another guy (that’s not important enough for me to assign a nickname to), who was on a bike.

AND THEY WERE FAST.

Plus, I decided to wear my white Bebe flip-flops today, so it’s not like I could catch up to them with bandages on my feet. And I’m very slow too. Not to mention my heavy backpack, either. In addition to that, my brother was with me. Not that he doesn’t know about Aki, but… Yeah… >>;;

If there was ever a girl as stupid as me, then we’d probably be great friends.

But there probably wasn’t, so I don’t know why I’m even asking God.

Well, this entry isn’t that long, but I’m too tired right now.

To all those who have taken their precious time in reading this crappy blog entry of mine, I sincerely apologize if I have scared you in any way. You can report me for frightening you with my ultra-crazy-dramatic blog entry. Thank you for your time.

**IF YOU KNOW WHO I AM IN REAL LIFE, DON’T ASK ME. THIS BLOG IS INTENDED FOR EYES OTHER THAN THOSE WHO GO TO ________________ MIDDLE SCHOOL!!**

Falling in Love…

Listen to the above song.

Just close your eyes and listen. In HQ, if possible.

I love this song.

Because it feels sincere and warm. It makes me want to fall in love.

It gives me a feeling that no words can describe. It’s like…

Even if God decides to torture me and give me the worst luck in romance… I’d still want to fall in love.

I’m not sure how it feels to be in love with a person. As they say:

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with tears.

And being a 13 year old, it feels to be as if that’s exactly what the song is saying.

Life, indeed, is a freaking boat~

Hello, everyone~

I’m cheerful again~ =D

And my title soooo does make sense.

Life is a boat. First it was floating, then it start sinking.

But due to some miracle, it started floating again.

Today, I’ve been thinking a lot of things through, and I have written a public apology on Facebook.

I have to say, I feel the lightest and happiest I have felt in a long time.

I’m so glad to have my friends with me. My family too. I could never survive without you guys. Cause you guys are half my life.

And singing. Oh yes, I love singing.

I’ve met so many awesome people online.

Hinaki, who has been my highly-respected mentor of all time now, has guided me from being a spoiled 12-year old, new to the Youtube singing “industry” to a more mature (although still immature and spoiled at the same time) 13-year old.

Yumi, who has really showed me that there is never a person who is the “best” at something. She has really given me a chance to mature and act like an internet sister. Thank you! I love you still, even if I haven’t been onto MSN lately, sweetie =D

Sakura, who I have told all my problems too. She is my senpai in life, and experienced in many areas I still need help in. Sakupyon, arigatou ne~!

And so many others I cannot mention in this short period of time because I have homework to do.

Yatta~ =D

Hello everybody~~

My blog layout is back to pink and happy~!

And that’s because I’m pretty cheerful right now~ Ehehe =D

I read my first blog entries, and they were so happy and fun… I thought I was never going to return to the old me…

But today, I’m happy.

I’ll blog when I’m at it, so I can tell everybody out there who has been keeping track of my blog that I’m not completely dead! Yet XD

I just want to thank my friends for everything… They’ve been there for me whenever I’ve been poopy… I know I’m a big jerk, especially because I’m spoiled… But they’ve been there. Always. Always. Always.

So I just wanted to say thank you. Because it brings tears to my eyes to know that I can live while depending half my life on you guys. I love you guys and cherish you BFFLs like family.

=D

If I got the swine flu, you’d be the last ones I’d want to affect with it.

Or the first ones, so that you can go to Heaven (or Hell, if I’m not a good person) with me… You can think of it that way.

…

Not that I want to drag you to Hell with me.